Well, we moved and this is dredging up a lot of memories for me.  I tend to be a pack rat and I run across old journals full of stuff I have forgotten. Maybe I should just throw them all out. I used to think I would write a book. Now, when I read that stuff, I crinch in embarassment. Yet, it does show how I was NOT better taking the meds. It shows how gooffy I became. You can even see how shaky my handwritting was.  Oh, the old days before computer..or affordable computers to those with a low-income..