Happy New Year!

This week I am struggling with whether I should join the corporate world. On the one hand I love what I am doing right now. On the other, I am not totally off of ssdi.

If I take the job, I would immediately be making more money than allowed by ssdi.  It would be step  up and I could prove to the world that I DID IT!

I weaned myself off of meds. I recovered. I joined the working world.

I don’t not think I would be asked to do this job if I had gone public with my diagnoses.  I am not sure that it is a good move because I love what I do now. But if I take it, I would be making a lot more money than I am now and it would be proof that “I made it back!”